THE DEAL-MAKER
Jacob is on the run from his brother, whom he helped cheat. On the run, he encounters God in a dream. God affirms the blessing that HE had given to Issac and that is now his. The Lord speaks HIS blessing: I am the Lord God, I will give to you, I am with you, I will not leave you until I have done as I have spoken. Jacob, being the consummate deal-maker, still has not humbled himself in this encounter, gives his reply: IF God will be with me, and keep me, and in this way I am going, give me bread and clothing, so that I can come back to my Father's house. But God keeps HIS word and gives the blessing even though Jacob is still not at the point of being willing to humble himself. To insure that event of humbling oneself, in the next chapters, he will meet another "broker of chicanery" equal to himself, dear ole Uncle Laban, and Jacob will have a wrestling match with God. One almost feels sympathy for what Jacob has coming from Uncle Laban.
There have been those times that I thought if I performed perfectly and marked off my check list of obedience that God owed it to me to give me HIS best and bless me. Guilty! It has been in brokenness and a willingness many times that I have come to have some semblance of understanding of HIS mercy, and HIS grace. I am learning to just go ahead, confess, repent, and humble myself under HIS mighty hand. Nahum 1:7, "The Lord is good, a refuge in times of trouble; He cares for those who trust in Him..." Come join me, there is plenty of room in and under God's mighty hand as we humble ourselves together to honor HIM. Forever learning. In process. #IHAVETHREESONS.
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